When Jason and I first started dating there was no denying that there was something truly special in the works. It terrified me but no matter how scared I was of being hurt again I couldn’t help but to just fall madly in love with him. I was going through a lot when we first started dating, I had lost who I was but with him I felt I could be myself again. He accepted me and my flaws and for some strange reason he loved everything about me. Our cute little every day texts turned into days being spent together and then long nights awake watching TV in bed talking about nonsense and then to our first apartment together just the (2) of us. We were glued at the hip and I loved it. For the first time in my life I had found someone who I could spend 24 hours a day 7 days a week with and never get tired of their presence and who also felt the same about me. The more I learned about him the more I fell in love. Even after all this time I am constantly learning things about him and with everything I learn I still fall deeper in love. Just when I think he can’t surprise me anymore he does. He makes me smile & laugh every day. There has been no day since we have been together that I haven’t felt loved. He is the most amazing man I have ever met and I am truly honored that this wonderful man chose me to spend the rest of his life with. If I had to live my life over again and go through all the heart ache and pain, I would as long as I knew I would end up with him. He has changed my life in so many ways people will never be able to understand and I thank my lucky stars every day that we stumbled into each other’s lives.
(Only he would get this)
Sweet Pea, I love you in a weird kinda way! | 
